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[12 Dec 2008|12:50pm] |
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GOODBYE PEOPLE
im done blogging.i think im too old to blog.hehehehehe.see you guys around.kiss me if u meet me.
xoxo
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| gul gul guli |
[28 May 2008|09:26am] |
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people are just super busybody and fucked up. so i made MOST of my entries only for friends.so people go play guli or something.
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| boys in skinny? |
[23 Apr 2008|09:28am] |
you know..i used to like/loveeeeee boys in skinny jeans. it was like...erm 2 years back.when skinny jeans among boys are not the 'IN' thing. and mainly they look oh oh super hotness. BUT for the love of god. i fucking hate it nowadays. boys in skinny? a big no no to me. im sorry mermerku for pointing it to you. but hell its too OVERRATED. its too annoying. and thanks mermerku for once u were wearing BIGGER jeans just to make me feel comfortable. HAHAHAHAHA. but seriously. its too fucking annoying. its like EVERYWHERE and its like a groupie thing sudah harus. its like .. BLERGH sudah.
BUT brandon boyd and chester are the best boys in skinny man. i have to say it lah. and yes mermerku too.if not because of your skinny jeans , i wouldnt know you now. so yeahhh. BUT IT IS FUCKING OVERRATED FOR GUYS NOWADAYS. please look around and throw up. i just saw some pictures recently , and i dont have a fucking clue why its around me. and i dont fucking like it. and i was so irritated just looking at it.im sorry but this is what i feel now.and i guess its gonna be like this for few weeks or maybe months.
BUT BUT BUT i still love all my skinnyssss. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. but boys! please.return to earth for 1 sec. i would definitely appreciate it. thanks love.
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[12 Apr 2008|02:46am] |
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summary: my melbourne/sydney trip.
one sentence.
WORLD, hold on.
one word
AWESOME
one reason
my bestfriend , delima
THANKS a lot love.u datang kl i jadi tour guide k? BWHAHAHAHAHA.
send my love to ajie,iqbal and ariff. plus ajie's kucings kucings. heee.
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| melbourne/holiday |
[21 Mar 2008|02:06am] |
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surpriseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
hahahahaha.im in melbourne now.ku surprise rakan karib ku harussssssss.and i got lost in a taxi around melbourne city. i was super pissed okayy.but managed to arrive at dees place safely. hahahahaha.so yah. shop til drop ? nooooooo party til dawn laaa.hahahahaha.loser harus ini .
2 days back melbourne was super hottt like 40 celcius. now around 15 celcius during the day.at night harus the wind soooo kuat.aiyohhhhh.i was wearing legging and big shirt je the whole day.pfft.
au revoir
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| partay partay til dawn |
[17 Mar 2008|10:14pm] |
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ive been busy.
yah fernando and agnita left for langkawi on thursday night.so sad kan?. hahaha.well. i was busy myself with things.
thursday - was at sjmc.i was sick like a cow.went back to bangsar for ahile.
friday- had lunch with family haruss at bangsar village. went back for class and settled sunburt ticket.got 15% discount coz im cute. hahahaha. went colbie caillat showcase at laundry.hariz got vip ticket.it was good.thank you harizz.free starbucks , thank to majid's friend.heee. went back to monash for welcome back party. it was crazzzzzzy. had after party at bar-celona. erm it went wild and crazy.i ended up at elaine's place that night.
saturday- had lunch with mom around subang.marc picked me up and went sunbursttttttt. omg. tompi was goooooooooooooooood.incubus was awesomeeeeeeeeee.and other groups were omfg goood.i was soaking wet but it was great.met a lot of peopleee man.aimie and friends/azlani/aida/nadzrah/terri/marc and friends/fikri and friends/faizal/adieb/haznita/sam/mermerku and ramaiiiiiiiiiiii lagi man. i got free hotdog from planet hollywood booth because i cute and hebat. hahahahahha.i love being a girl man. hahahahha. got free stuff and everything.ala so cute lah.
sunday was family day. i missssssss my family like a cow.
im packing now for melbourne.yes so awal kan. but im busy like a cow so i need to do now. i miss my bestfriend harusssss.miss arep.miss winston.miss li tsan.miss adi.miss ilani. miss semuaaaaaaaaaaa haruss lah.im coming people. yay.
so til we meet again.
au revoir
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| fikri's day |
[11 Mar 2008|03:34am] |
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HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY FIKRIII.
HIDUP BARISAN NASIONAL!!!! hahaha.
we went damai to celebrate fikri's birthday . shisha in damai was so goood. so strong so sedap. and with our very own iraqi boy who was our translater , he did all the orders and all because the waiters didnt understand malay/english ,only verrryy simple english and arabic. the food soooo sedappppppp.shukran shukran. iraqi boy mixed rempit kelantanese.hahahahahahahahahhahaha.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
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| random random |
[08 Mar 2008|11:27pm] |
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hellluuuuuuu.
i miss blogging.heeeee.and my bestfriends semua susah nak meng-update because im super busy harus.sooo lets bercerita harussssss.will post some pictures when im not busy.im bust like a cowww.
well.im now living away from my parents.its quite depressing because i miss them like crazy.BUT i went back home last night(friday) and today at about 5pm , im back in sunway. so much of "missing them" kannn? hehehe. nooo i have a lot of things to do/ to settle before i can go to melbourne end of this month.well my first week away from home was fucking tiring.with uni and stuff. i almost died.
i was super tired almost everyday last week.well everydayy actually harus. 8am ti 6pm class everyday just made me a zombie and super stoned/high everydayyyyy. pet kept asking me am i okay or not? hahahahaha. gila loser harus.34 hours a week man.BLOODY 34 HOURS . dont play play. well with all that , i had bloody random nights too.i was at driving range on monday night with fernando fikri razek arif and 3 of his friends. hahahahahahahhahaha it was super funny and i laughed like a cow.i was superrrrrrrrrrrrrr sick that day , demam like hell. baru 1st week of school , i was sick like a cow.my voice was super bad and damnnnnnnnn i hate it.
tuesday night , farah and ezie dragged me to bangsar. yesssssss bangsarrrrr.hahaha.we went telawi to shop for abit and dinner plus dessertsssssssss. hahahaha.and we went house hunting in bangsar , and termasuklah 'driving around to cari rumah naz'.hahahahahahhaha.it was blooody random night and i had fun.singaporeans masuk bangsar. hahahah so funny.wednesday andrea and i decided to stay in and STUDY.hahaha.and yes i was busy studying the wholeeeeeeeeee night and we were blooody hungry and called JAAFAR DELIVERY. yes its a mamak and they do delivery.so cuteee kannnnnnnnnnn.hahahahahahhahahahahaha.
thursday night was so crazy.i had class 8 til 6pm.like practically non-stop.one hour break pun mcm tak break because i was busy with other stuff.baruuuuuuuuuuu nak sleep, pet called for dinner.razek and agnita joined us.i was blooody high .thats what pet said.hahahaha.i was super tired thats why.after dinner , i went to sunway field to meet up with ezie, and she was playing netball with other girls. i was wearing my big pants and a tank with slippers. takkan nak main harus BUT i did for 45 minutes. i was sweating like a pig and went straight to condo to siap siap. i went to bangsar againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.can u imagine that? baik tak payah duduk sunway , everyday pun balik bangsar.hahahaha.we went to d'heavens.hussen,razek,agnita,joel,fikri,marc,sunil were there.it was blooody funny night.and fun of course.drunk boy hussen really made me laugh.hahahahaha.siapa baikkkkkkkkkk? NAZ JUGAA.hahaha. sunil and i headed back to condo at 3am. kata curfew 12am , 3am balik pun guards chill je. stupid man rules dia. hahahahahaha.but it was a blooody good night.
friday= i was a zombie.830am class was "GOOOD". 830 til 6am class man.it was crazzzy.had gap in between about 4 hours.went pyramid with pet,izzah and fernando for "session mencari kasut basktetball for pet". hahahahaha.i was dead tired but managed to laugh like a cow when i met agnita joel and sunil at sunway uni. JUMPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.hahahahahha.im officially kena chop rempit mix indonesian now.thanks to agnita lah. blooody fucked up like this.hahahahahahha.
after class i slept like a cow til 9pm and went back to bangsar.
hahahahahahahahhahahahahhaa.so funny lah harus.i need to study now.so au revoir
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| shutting down |
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GOODBYE PEOPLE
i had fun blogging stupid things and making unimportant matters important at all time. its an end but its a new beginning for me and even for you.so lets make things straight and right.dont come near me and i would obviously will do the same thing.REMEMBER , i dont need sympathy , i dont need strength from you or you or even you. because i have what i want/i need. so people.this blog will be just be another memories for me and you.no more hidden stories of me.no more unwanted stories.and of course my life stories wouldnt be part of you anymore.til we meet again ? au revoir. do miss me okay ? heeeeeeee.
GOOODBYE GOODBYE GOODBYE :'(
EDIT: I MISSSS LAHHH , cannnotttttt
cheeers to all kudos and fuckers!
someone said " shes a national fencer"
then another someone said " so? im a national fucker"
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA.smack that in your face.
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| SUN-U residence |
[02 Mar 2008|12:13am] |
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GUESSS WHOOOOOOOOO????
hahahah guess who is my roommatttteeee mannnnnn? ITS MAYAAAAA.didnt cross my mind whenn the management said " you going to stay with an indo" . i was like yah whatever. and pet said some scary stuff in the morning which scare shit out of me about this moving out thing. but i smiled and laughed non stop when i saw maya in my room.well its her room too.yay. im sooo happy.and relieved.maya took chemistry with me,amir,winston etc during first year.hahahahaha.gosh kecilnya dunia ni. well im the only malaysian i guess there in the unit apartment.every room semua indo sichhhh.maya started saying " yahh naz speak malay/indo , its easier for us" . so yah. gue capek , lo bagaimana sich ?. HAHAHAHAHAHA. we will get into this language thingy sooon yah? now i need to think about uni for about 3 weeks then ill go for a blooody good trip insyallah. after that i can be busy all i want. hahahahha.
im still at home tho. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA. im going condo tomorrow morning and gonna stay there as long as i can.but i doubt myself. but WHO KNOWS. tak sampai 5 minutes dlm room , maya asked me " naz r u going to sunburst??" . HAHAHAHAHAHA . now thats what im talking about. ccccraazzzy.ni ada yang ajak pi loft nanti ni. hahahahaha.now this is so funny but such a relieved man.
i better start packing again.yes i have more stuff tho 1/2 of my stuffs are there. so banyak stuff at homeeee lagi lah harussssssssss.AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
au reoivr
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| first week syndrome |
[01 Mar 2008|04:20am] |
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i think its the first week syndrome. it will keep on going like this til the early of 3rd week.its normal.every semester i will be like this. and to make thing worst , im sick.i have a voice like a cow.and this is so frustrating.and its only first week of the semester and i have a lot of things to do. just to make sure that my trip nanti orang tak kacau with assignments and projects.but i doubt it lah.obviously i have to work with them through skype or something.i have major project to do man.
when this first week syndrome strike me again and again.i feel so annoyed and uneasy. but the annoyed part is not under control. so its bad. and IT strikes me again.after so long ive been like a hard stone that nobody/nothing can push me away. yah it strikes me again but not that bad.just a little strike but i wonder why? and when its gonna stop?. make it soon man.im super tired of it.and if it keeps striking me again and again , i will kill him. thats easy.
i have to settle my condo tomorrow morning , i mean today. but im still wide awake , its 426am mannn.and miss delima ali.i miss u like crazy too.and yes whis this first week syndrome thingy , i miss u even more.i miss my bestfriend forever like crazy too.and pet? she lupa i already.so busy with "sunway stuff".so let it be.
even mermerku had the first week syndrome.he was all grumpy and it was super annoyinggggg.i guess ur syndrome breakdown will end by this weekend.and next week will be brand new week for u to go crazy every single minute of your life.and i love seeing ur gemuk side. hahahahahahahahahahaha.
its 1st of march.can u believe it ? time flies so fast.and im thanking God that i dont have to deal with certain people at this very moment of my life.do u think i want to gamble my life for you? ahhhhh not in million years. without full labs/tutorials this week , i had major kepenatan.if i need to melayan/deal with annoying people at this very moment , the only thing i would say is " go fuck yourself" . well someone got that from me in uni today. well i was partially playing and at the same time being serious.hello women can do engineering and we are not stupid?.go fuck yourself. so yah. first week syndrome mannnn.
i have a lot of things to pack now actually to bring to condo.BUT im super lazy because i want to bring EVERYTHING.i know my house is so damn near but hello i dont want to go back home everyday just because " oh i lupa bring this lah". ahh ill die. but ill probably go back every night tho for food.hahahahaha.but to tell you the truth.i dont want to go out from this house.:s.im gonna miss my king size beddddddd and my very own bathroom. my own privacy. but what the hell? i need place to sleep in sunway.thats about it.i dont need to stay there all the time.i have other places to go.mermerku's place!!!.pet's house. jee's condo.and other people's roomssssss.hahaha.and andrea's room mate will be on holiday for a month i guess.so obviously ill hang out with her 24/7 and bug her all i can. hahahaha.so yah.wish me luck and if you its all good to stay away from your parents ?. no its not.im not even thereee yet okayyy and im saying all thesee.but who knows? ill go crazy every night and witness everyone get drunk and die in front of me.so who knows.but i think ill join fernando sticking stickers on the face and get free refill.hahahahha.CANT WAIT.
to tell you the truth.im at the stage that i am so in control, by myself and by others.esp my parents , my siblings , my bestfriends and friends.i was not in control esp 2 years back.i was crazzzzy at all time.no on can control me.i remembered hanzo said to me " you are rebelious towards yourself man".yahhh i was and its bad.to think about what i did previous years , just make me a little sick. but its all fun and funnnn and funnnnn.i still having fun at this moment of life but not to the extend that i ignore all the limitations/barriers that ive been living with.i crossed a few of it but the very very very very important one ,i managed not to cross it.so i really hope i just turn back for awhile and make things straight back man.but what made me think twice about this wholeee thing about life is God.He still gave me good results despite my bad behaviour.he still gave me 'rezeki' yang banyak tho ive been a total ass. that made me think ,oh mannn God is too good to me and i need to return something back.im not all that good but im trying to be at least a good person.well i AM a good person lahhhh. hahaha but a good person to Him.failure taught me to be more focus in life.Allah gave a little failure and boooooom i was gone man.well when failure comes , depression comes along then other bad things will follow.and thats the last thing i want to experience in my life again.but its nothing serious but its not supposed to happened.its sad knowing that people changed from super good muslim to some crap.i mean if you're born to be crap and keep on crap-ing all the way , i dont really mind but yahh. hahaha.but seeing someone good and turn into something they are not supposed to be its trully frustrating. but who am i to say kannn? its all up to them.but seeing people from tikar sembahyang to chivas bottles really make me annoyed and sad.sad it is.and its not supposed to happened that way.its supposed to be the other way round.but thats another part of life maybe? but day and night i thank God for giving me my bestfriends and my family to keep me strong everyday.
its 5am!i better start packing.
au revoir
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my niece said to my father recently ,
"atok ayah , you're a kampung boy!"
he laughed and said
"i used to be a kampung boy , im a city boy now"
i laughed like a cow man. hahahahahaha.
so cute lah.
my dad gave a box of crayon and a book to my niece , and she said
"atok ayah , u ni gooood lah"
we asked my niece what is your grandfather's name? , and she answered
"my grandfather's name is DR SANJAY"
HAHAHAHAHAHA.dr sanjay is her doctor.he saved munirah's life. but hell thats funny.
she had a haircut recently , from longgg hair to a bob hair.the morning i sent her to school she said
"i takut go to school, sebab rambut i dah pendek , nanti apa kawan i ckp nanti" then she cried.
i was like. hahahahahahhaha. so cuteeeeeeeeee.then i said
"its okay , u look so cantik , and your friends will like it sayang"
then she smiled and said
"okay lets go to school"
HAHAHA.
my parents ,my sister and i had dinner few days back when my mom said
"you better behave when you're in sunway okay . no naughty stuff no nothing"
then my dad said
"let it be , shes big enough to think"
my dad is so understanding and hes that type of person.i tak sampai hati harus nak jadi naughty againnnnn.heeee.so yah.
my mom was telling me that
"you better be good in melbourne , dont go crazy"
i said
"dont worry , dee will be my mom"
then she said
"this is one empty bag , bring it and you can put all my stuff in it"
HAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.so big okay that bag?.hahaha
i smsed my big sister
"kak noa , im shot of money , can i borrow 100 bucks?"
then she smsee back few hours later
"i bank in sudah your money.200 bucks.you dont need to pay,its for you"
awwwwwww.so sweet kan.
my another sister nadiah said to me
"im gonna miss you when you're not around nanti"
i looked at her and laughed like a cow.
hahahah.well true enough man.the first time she left me when she went to penang to do her master. but i was practically gila jahat in kl without her.hahahah.so yah.shes gonna miss me man but 24/7 with new boyfriend jeeee.dream on lah harus me.
this morning my dad called me to his room
"these are 2 cheques for fees and condo"
i was stunned because hell thats a lot of money man. :s
and he continued
" here your allowance , its more than u expected and please use it wisely and make things good"
i was stunned and like nak cry
then he continued again
"please remember its hard for me to get all that money , so work hard"
thennnnnnnnnn i said
"thanks ayah , okay ill work hard"
oh mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.so kesian lah harus my dad.hello my dad kerja pagi petang siang malam okay to give us money.money doesnt come so easily , thats for sure.tak work no money lah harus.its like kais pagi makan pagi kais petang makan petang.so if you think being a doctor is all fancy and good. hmmm i dont think so?
so yahhhhhhhhhhhh.im gonna work hard for my parents.for my family.and for my future.my future includes all my bestfriends and of course my family and my godparents.
oh my brother had this thing on his wall
"dreams without time limit are only dreams"
so yahhhh.i need to think about my dreams and do a time limit for it.heeeeee.yay
au revoir
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im scared and worried.because.
1)all my 5 subjects are fucking hard.
2)im moving out this saturday and im pretty sure ill miss my parents like crazy.im so used to hang out with them at leasssst 5 minutes everyday just for a lil chat. :s.
3)ill fail all my subjects and have to repeat semester which means ill graduate at the age of 25 or 26. gila babi weh.im graduating at the age of 24 the earliest mannnn pleaseeee.
4)i need to pack ALL my handbags , ALL my shoes ,ALL my stuff for condo.
5)i have assignment due right after australia trip.
6)i have major project due the day my flight back to KL.
7)im scared i cant do well this semester.
8)ill be travelling alone to melb.
9)i need to pack stuff to melb and im pretty sure ill be busy like hell and will have limited time.
10)SUMMER SCHOOL , MARKETING PAPER - RESULTTTTTTT. hahahaha i got 63%.not bad lah , 3 days of studying.yayyyyy.
but im excited that
1)ill be with andrea 24/7 in sunway.yay.hahahaha.
2)im moving out means i dont need to drive to uni anymoreeee.YAYYYY.
3)i want to be a runner back and beat petra for inter-uni.hahaha.u think i pendek i cannot runnnnnn dudeeee??.
4)to kacau agnita and fernando every night in sunway.
5)im going melb and sydney in 3 weeks.
6)knowing shura and nineen are going sydney with me and dee.dee's friends also ikut , shura nineen and nabil i think. so yayyy.
7)WINSTON MY SAYANGGGGG WILL GO TO SYDNEY WITH ME TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.hahahahaha.
well the speculation about me and winston end up together in aussie actually turn out to be trueeeee lah.hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.ill die laughing tonight man.
au revoir
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bonjourrrr,
yay hanzo and i , and harussss si ili , managed to meet up last sunday.lama harus we ckp ckp.even ili's bf pun can join sekali merepek with us.ishk so kesian.hanzo selama mengundi harussss. i cannot lah undi becausee i tak 'mendaftar'.so stupid. bangsar/bukit pantai , dato' sharizat vx nurul izzah if im not mistaken. helllooo harus lah mahu dato' sharizattttt. aiyohhh.now im so annoyed i tak pergi 'mendaftar'. hahaha.
uni started yesterday.it was funnnnn actually.i met a lottttt of peopleee.yayyyyyyy.but the funniest part of the day was when fernando played wii at foyer mannn. hahahahahahaha.oh no when fikri sang ice cream motor punya song.hahahahahahha.loserrr harusss. at lasttt i settled my visa to melb and ticket too.oh gosh punya lah lama i ckp nak bayar nak bayar.tak pergi pergi harus i ni. so yahhh.everything confirmed. yay deeeeeeeeeee and arepppp ,im cominggggggg.masakkkk okayyyy.i miss like crazy harus ni.my hp got barred AGAIN , so i cannot msg sudah.im super tired thats y i miss kot.or not i tak miss.haha merepek harus ini.
i was busy baby sitting munirah last week.the wholeee week.and please lah ada children ni susah okayy.to wake my niece in the morning to go to school la ,hafta pujuk like 30 minutes first,then have to mandikan , then do breakfast , bagi makan , send to school , back home kemas rumah my sister then pick my niece up , go lunch , play with her , mandikan again . then go pick up my sister from work , go dinner , then at night , hafta make sure my niece buat homework and mandikan , then sleepkan.of before that hafta pujuk to go to sleep , kasik tgk tv dulu lahh haruss.thennnnn she demammmmmm.so kesiannnnnnn.had to take care of her 24/7. so tiringgg.its not hard but its tiring dealing with kids u know. baruuuu satuuuuu. thank God shes not my daugther. hahaha. but shes MY niece. i have to help around also. but its okay , i sayang harusss my munirah so itss okay. anddddd yes shes only FIVEEEE. hahahaha.
and during summer school.i met this friend of mine , farah.shes from singapore. aiyohhhh.so baikkkkkkkkkk.hahahahah.if u baca harus u laugh but july okay i visittt singapuraaaaaaa.yayyyyyyyyyyyyy.
okay i need to do my work harus nowww.how nak cleverrr like thissssss?so lazzzzyyy.
au revoir
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i absolutely thank God for giving me such wonderful people in my life. right this moment. well at least im not in a big crowd feeling lost and putting all my emotions inside because nobody wouldnt understand my fear/sadness/happiness. well thank god im not in that boat of life. but sadly half of my wonderful people are not in KL with me.they are not even in Malaysia.everyday ill receive SMSes/CALLs from overseas.yes from them.thank you to technologies man.im alright living here in KL , pursuing my ambitions, my goals and at the same time , people that i love are doing great too.from australia mainly melbourne(so many of you harus) and perth , indonesia , UK to US. well people.may Allah bless u guys.and yessssssssss yang ada in KL harus i thank God juga.without u guys , i wouldnt be standing straight and jumping like a monkey.esp my bestfriends/good friends/family.u think its easy to juggle them all at once? its hard man but its all worth it harus.and yes at the same time you need to juggle with people yang plain tak faham bahasa , kurang pengajaran , kurang bahasa , jual ikan kembung , hati tak cantik etc. but it doesnt really matters to my life. i will always try to think positive about it tho the person who told me this is one of kurang pengajaran people.its sad u know.he knows whats happening to the world and that kinda world is actually his life but he doesnt want to look at it as negative things to deal with. because he is TOO positive.heeeee.so suka hati lah harusssssss.his life.deal with it yourself harus. i am practically have no rights to say anything anymore. so cheeers.
hanzo said that im okay when im alone.i will not kill myself or what.well true indeed.sometimes i do need time on my own.sometimes 1 week or maybe 1 month.i think ill survive even if its a year.who knows? God knows.ill be back in uni next week.and so many things to do.and im taking 5 subjects this coming semester.my timetable is the worst timetable everrrr.i have class everyday 8am til 6pm?. mostly everyday.so please kill me now.
for my 2nd year 2 semesterr , ill be taking these subjects.
1- thermodynamics
2- dynamics
3- advanced engineering mathematics A
4- mechatronics design 1
5- electrical systems
ahhh ill die man.but i really hope ill survive.no more playing man.i have 2 days to go crazy and witness people get drunk ,partay all night long ,and die.on monday ,ill wake up and i know ill be busy for the next 10 months or so. so cheeers to 2008 man.its gonna be different i assume? . harussssss.
i was talking to shazlan just now. go skinny man.hahaha.harus style skrg.balik from UK can jadi rempit man.he he he.i miss u and dz like crazzzzzy.dee was super nervous and excited purchasing sydney tickets for us.heee.ill confirm with you my melb ticket on monday okayy? gosh i stresss sebab im super SLOWWWWW.its okay.i hope on monday i can settle everything.insyallah harus.
and last but not least. i ni baik harus.but susah nak cakap.heeeee.so how?
p/s: arep u buat i sad.just by saying " ill teman u when dee ada class nanti in melbourne". hahahahahahahahahahahahaha. but yahhhh.
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did i tell u , i bullied pet last week? hahaha.
i called her out of nowhere. told her im coming for dinner. haha.but i came around 1230 at night. no food and she we had to do sandwiches for myself.and i kotorkan kitchen with milo. hahaha.and went to her room and ter-sleep harus me. i was super tired from work. suddenly i dgr her horror movie on her laptop tak tutup harus. middle of the night ni with the ghosts screaming etc etc. hahaha.i was like " oiiiiiiii offff wehhhhhhhh" .bwhahaha. so yah.she did. hahahha.pet's dad kacau-ed my sleep and pet's sleep also harus lah. hahah he was like "ehhh nazzz". hahahaha. so funny. so i told pet , im going back home for shower .pet sent her father to mini cooper's shop and went to my house. well pet was being sialan when i asked her " you're picking me up kan to go to sunway? " . then she answered " ya ya see lah " .hahahahha so to me when she said seee lah means malas lah.so i went baack home and kemas my stuff and shower everything semua semua harus and i heard someone honking from outside.but its not mini's.i know its not mini.so i ignored. then i called pet , she didnt pick up.it was her like honking , she malas honk and ding dong my bell she went breakfast first. chis. then came back to my house and kept on honking and ding dong. i didnt hear anythingggggg okay. maybe ding dong my house rosak kot. i dont know lah harus. hahaha.then she gave up and drove to sunway THEN I CALLEDDDDDDD. ' wehhhh mana youuuuuu?". BWHAHAHAHAHA.so yah i made her pusingggggggggg balik from sunway to bangsar to pick me up and go back to sunway.well its true she didnt drive her mini, she drove perdana.hahahahahahahahahahahha.thats why honk lain bunyi harusssssssss.so stupidddd. hahaha. yes im so mean. he he he. sorry dude.i love u , u know that kan.
today i woke up and i termimpi hanzo.harus straight i calling her but she didnt pick.after awhile baru nak pick up. so funny lah us.gila harus lamaaa tak meeet up.and your hair dah panjangggggggggggggggggggg. babe u have to see my ohhhh-super-black hair.i coloured black balik lagi.you have 5 weeks to see.after that at melb insyallah i will dye brown ke blonde ke. hehehehhehehe. so rimas with black hair.but i like it lah sometimes. soooo yahhh. cik hanzo i miss you.puas hati ? i am blooody good now. u should be proud of me. heeee.
and miss amy.i think u dah malas layan i.its okay i know i know. its been 5 years. then 4 years. mmg mati lah u. hahahah its okay. now i shut up kejap. nak chill sebentar.if i beli ticket melb for u , u nak ikut i tak? HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHHA.so how?.
okay my back and right leg sgt sakit harus. going massage tomorrow. i really need it lah.
au revoir.
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its weird when u stay in the same house , under the same roof but u dont see each other.yah im close to my brother.and i know he loves me the most. hahaha.he protects me like im a cat and hes a tiger. okay ke like that? hehehehehe. so yah. i was at home the wholeee day yesterday because my car is the workshop. he saw me and said
" hey long time no see". hmm so funny. ill be away soooon and you wont see me that often mannn.*sigh*.
and right this moment i love watching tv. hahahahaha.i used to hate tv/movies like crazy. i think recently , like about 2 months back , when i have "nothing' to do , my bestfriends dragged me to movies , my dad asked me to join him watch tv and me myself volunteered myself to watch tv. hahahaha. so yahhhh. so im gonna miss my very own tv and astro.
and and. some people are just too emotional. the bottom line is I HATE GAYS . used to be gay ke , you're a gay now ke , i dont give a fuck . well itu tak baik harus. rephrase lah. I HATE A FEW STUPID GAYS. hahaha. yah. touch wood lah harus. i hope i wont be with any gays lah. so annoying and so erk soft ? . hisap rokok byk pun and tunjuk cool in front of me also , you wont make me fall for u lah. just be gayyyyyyy . ishk.pfft.its not my fault talking like im correct je k ? HE STARTED first being super kurang ajar. you cant force me to like u . dreammmm on. dont act as if money can buy me and your money can buy the world. with that attitude????? god knows.but i still tak puas hati lah with ur kurang ajar-ness. i dont know what i will do but too bad lah weh i tak nak.pfft.
why lately my hatred towards people so banyak man? . i wonder why. im turning into the old naz lah i think but nicer a bit.i was reading dee's blog. like lama lama lama entries. omfg.pictures zaman kegelapan mannnn.hahaha and you know what bestfriend , i always look at you the soft and baik kinda person/girl. but actually kan you're not. bwhahaha. you're the ganas , fucky , loser , CLEVERRR , hyper person. seriouslyyyy lahhh.hahahaha. but i love u harus. and u have to love me because i was your postman for today.heeeeeeee.
to think about it.i am happy where i stand right now.its like happy because i experienced it not because i had it. get it? if takk. to bad lah harus you.i am blooody 22 years old man. eh wait belum lagi. 21 ++++++++. aiyoh so old .so whatever it is.
okay like im sick actually.super sick. how? how ?
au revoir
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on valentines day , i smiled.
PERIOD.
my butt hurts like fuck.due to walking non stop for 9 freaking hours.walking and running and everything harus.and of course futsal on friday.people kept on kicking the ball towards me.my butt my leg my back.so yah basically i was a pretty good defender. hahahahahahaha.but hell i think im sick.my voice is so different now.my niece didnt recognize my voice and she said "this is not chuliii this is pak ngahhhh.". i laughed. and amy thought that i had a bad day and cried when i called her yesterday.i had to tell her over and over again that i swear to god i was sick and i didnt cry at all. so funny. yah.im sick and i have a voice like a cow. well a pretty cow. pfft. i think i can fail my marketing paper.shit hell. well just hope for the best. *sigh*.
au revoir. merci.
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